I don’t want to explain this one. Seems obvious.
December 12th, 2019
Still I Wait for You
Why did you let me go?
Why did you hold me
if you did not love me so?
Still I wait for you.
It’s up to you,
but you don’t love me.
I don’t blame you.
I fell for you with a word,
a touch,
a look,
and one afternoon
after countless nights
spent in mutual kindred
yearning for something more.
You were already lost
when I found you.
I was already high
when you first picked me up.
From the ground you took me,
brushed me off,
shook me down,
and spun me around.
You are going to ruin my life
as much as you’ve given me.
We are magnets
from the same pole.
I tell myself it would never work
but, even so, my heart continues to lurk.
My poor, tired, heart of stone
carved by your hand
and smashed by your words.
Soon, you’ll be gone
and I will still believe
for you she is good.
As I fight to reject
that I could have been too.
Why did you hold me?
and why did you let go?
if you did not love me so?
Still I’ll wait for you.
Note:
Inspiration for the photo: 3AM by Finding Hope (lyrics by Aminium Music)